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I found someone new... |
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posted by
Dingbat
22:03:05
1:42am
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Swing swing from the tangles of my heart
It's crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?
This entry has no point to it.
It is more pointless than a golf ball.
There is no point in it.
Because frankly, nothing has happened in my life that's good. I've been told I most probably can't go to V Festival this year with Kate, so that was crushing news. Furthermore I am probably not seeing her in April unless she comes up here, which I am considering paying for her to do because I miss her...
But I didn't tell you guys that. 
Also, I'd like to clear up the whole thing with me and the lyrics; It's not because they express feelings generally, or anything, it's just because that particular song is the one I've listened to the most since the last update. Essentially the lyrics are of whichever song is the 'most-played' of the period of time.
Glad that's sorted. I'm off to bed.
'Night. Later.
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All you good good people, listen to me... |
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posted by
Dingbat
8:03:05
7:25pm
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I feel like I'm at something
You always say you need more time
Well I'll stay right here
And I'll wait for good until I find a love worth mine...
So as you already know, Kate/Pixel came to stay with me on the weekend beginning 25th February. You people demanded this entry, so you better enjoy it. 
Friday afternoon, then. Got into town far too early so I went and bought some Ribena because I know she likes it. Received a call about 3:20ish from the girl herself saying she was just getting on the Sheffield->Doncaster train. So I went eagerly to the station and waited around, to the point where i actually watched the clock count in her train. Then all of a sudden the Scunthorpe train was at the platform and i looked in the window to see Kate just making her way off the train. We kissed and walked off holding hands to the bus station (where I met one of my mum's friends >_<) and then to the big test...meeting the parents, neither who turned out to be home but came in at the same time unfortunately. Still, it all went well and we went off to meet Alex and Nicola in Dad's car.
We met said Al and Nicola in McDonald's. Kate was uber-quiet to the point where i worried if i should've brought her at all, but she gained in confidence more over the night which was reassuring. Perhaps in retrospect we were a bit unfair to Alex and Nicola as we maybe didn't talk to them nearly as much as we should have, but meh; they seemed to enjoy the gig anyway. Anechoic were tolerable; they weren't the best group ever but they were listenable, and it was cool to stand behind Kate, with my arms around her, listening to and watching the music being played. They finished up and the push for Embrace began. People shoving everywhere, it was rather amusing; especially since the usual Donny tarts in less clothes than they need showed up as usual *rolleyes* However, Embrace were, to put it bluntly, fucking amazing and they were an ace live group as I suspected they would be. Ashes, All You Good Good People, Come Back to What You Know and My Weakness Is None Of Your Business were all ace, but Looking As You Are I believe stole the show. Just about nicked it from Ashes mind you, but it did. I don't think I let go of Kate for the whole concert, which in retrospect may have been unfair to Nic and Al, but they both knew we hadn't seen each other for nearly two months, so I think they understood. All in all I really really enjoyed it; I think we all did. Outside I was giddy, admittedly; James(let) was the unfortunate recipient of it down the phone, as was Kate. Alex went home and Kate and I walked to my Dad's car. She called her mummy whilst I received some rather unpleasant news; I was to go to my concert band tomorrow. This was bad, as we had planned to meet up with friends and such as well as teh James. So we called him and told him plans had to change.
Saturday morning, didn't know if Kate was up or not 'til I heard her moving about in her room. I went in to see she'd been up for a while, but too scared to come out, which was rather cute. Mum and Dad both went out, whilst Gillian stayed in her bed. Kate and I kept ourselves to ourselves really, messing about on the computer and such. She decided to come to my band with me, after I phoned my friends and told them we probably wouldn't make it. James was due to come later instead, so I got through band and we went to the train station to pick him up. We then bussed it to the bowling alley where we had been due to meet my friends two hours ago, and found...nobody. We stuck around for an hour or so; Kate played PIU, James and I played air hockey (which he beat me at...twice >_<) and pool (which i beat him at, as he potted the black too early...though i had potted more balls at the time anyway). Having not seen any reason as to why my friends would exist, we walked up to the Dome, site of the concert. DDR had long gone much to our dismay, but James and I played Point Blank (Which I WON, I swear) and I played Time Crisis. Kate beat James at Sega Rally...TWICE, so James is unmanly :P We went across to Frankie and Benny's next to eat pizza. Dave was there...though oddly he was ill off school from last Wednesday and was off today :S It came to time for James to go back to the station, and we had to go and get a bus so that we could get home in time. Unfortunately we had missed the next bus, so we had to phone my dad so that we got home before they went out. We got home, had spaghetti bolognese and settled down to watch some DVDs in my room. So that was fun. We watched the Travis 'Singles' DVD, and Little Britain too. 'Twas excellent.
Sunday morning. This time I went into Kate's room virtually as soon as I was up, though she had been hiding again...I made her some coffee, and we left my mum to eat her breakfast. We went on the computer for a while; I made her CD for her (which turned out not to work >_<) and then we went downstairs for lunch. Beef is nice. Then, my dad pointed out we had to go. So he took us to the train station only for Kate to reveal her train wasn't for another hour >_< It was all good, though; we went into Music Zone and she got the Idlewild single, the only Kurt Cobain biography she didn't have, and eventually an A Perfect Circle DVD. I myself bought the first two Snow Patrol albums. The time had come to return to the station, and we did so. I stood holding Kate in my arms on the platform feeling rather lucky that this wasn't what it could have been; the final goodbye. We got on the train to Derby and stayed engrossed in each other for the whole journey. The train ride incidentally was another insight for me into how strongly I feel about Kate.
And now to Derby. We got in and Mike was having problems with his car, so wouldn't be able to pick her up for a while. So we went into a cafe, I bought her some coffee and she bought a sandwich, whilst I bought a sandwich also and some Lilt. I stupidly then sat down, did something wrong and proceeded to spill coffee - all over Kate >_< She was dripping with the stuff and I could do nothing but mop it up. This proves my stupidity. Fortunately she is very patient and lovely, and was OK about it all. Thank goodness.
I decided to get the 16:42 to Sheffield and then one from Sheffield to Doncaster, as it was the only way home I could see. So we waited around in Derby and kissed a lot, then finally the maroon Ford arrived carrying Mike (Kate's uncle) and his girlfriend. I took her bag over to the car, kissed her goodbye and ran onto the Sheffield train feeling more than a little miserable (no change THERE then). Got to Sheffield and proceeded to run onto the 17:24 to Doncaster...which turned out to be the train that stopped everywhere -_- Those trains do not hold fond memories for me, but I got to Doncaster, rang Dad and he picked me up.
So there it went...yet another amazing weekend with the most lovely girl in my life.
Later.
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What fors and why... If he's got it, why can't I? |
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posted by
Dingbat
6:03:05
3:37am
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You're my queen
And I dream about you when I'm in my bed
And if all of these things are like you said
Then I'd rather be in another scene...
When I'm fourteen...
Yes, I'm well aware I'm not fourteen, but the lyrics to this song just suit. I doubt many of you will have heard of it, let alone heard it. If you have been fortunate enough though, mention what song it is in the comment, as it would be nice to think some people would like to get into some more good music.
Well, it's been a week since Kate visited, so only those who are genuinely interested (or know me) will have known what happened. Once again though, if you really want to know what happened, comment and I will think about putting up an entry about it.
Bleh. Tonight has been odd. I've been in a funny mood for various stupid reasons and I think things between me and someone who I consider to be very close to me were a bit funny tonight as a result. I blame myself, but I can guarantee you this person will take all the blame themselves. They shouldn't really, it's not this person's fault.
Yep, shit and short. Want a longer one? You know where the comment box is.
Later.
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Then you contract the american dream, you never look up once... |
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posted by
Dingbat
24:02:05
11:21pm
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Sing a song about myself
Keep singing a song about myself
Not some invisible world...
Short entry because it is pointless: Ski-ing was OK, borderline good. I enjoyed most of it though. This week has been fucking horrible, and one to forget the Mon-Thurs of. Why only that? Because tomorrow is Embrace, live at the Dome...
And tomorrow I see Kate. ^_^
That's all because I'm lazy.
Later.
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Honey, it's been a long, time, coming... |
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posted by
Dingbat
8:02:05
9:47pm
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And then I looked up at the sky and I could see
All the ways that gravity turns for you and me
And then I looked up at the sky and saw the sun
And the way that gravity turns for everyone...
For everyone...
Guess what? I'm ill! How fantasmic. And so begins a miserable Dingblog.
Today has mostly been me sitting in bed feeling like my nose is going to fall off, sleeping and being miserable. Apart from two times - I had a rather good dream, and I got to talk to Kate for a while earlier. (The fact that I'm talking to her now has nothing to do with it...)
Going to see Embrace in just over two weeks! February 25th shall be a most excellent day, I have decided.
I got bored, so I'm done - feel free to tell me this was a shitty entry.
Later.
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